বছরের শেষ; শুভ বিদায় ২০১০

কী অদ্ভুত ব্যাপার, ২০১০ আর কখনও আমাদের কাছে আসবে না; প্রতিনিয়ত আমরা তাকে হারাতে হারাতে এখন একদমই শেষ লগ্নে।

বছরটি আমার কাছে অনেকাংশে ঘটনাবহুল। বছরের শুরুতেই খুব সাহস করেই প্রতিষ্ঠিত চাকুরী ছেড়ে সফট্ওয়ার ফার্ম Leads এ যোগ দিয়েছিলাম। ঘটনাটি ছিল আমার কাছে অত্যন্ত সাহসিকতার। খুব বিপদ হত যদি কিনা আমার ভাগ্য আমার সহায় না হত। কিন্তু বছরের শুরুতেই ডিবিবিএল এর মৌখিক পরীক্ষার কার্ড আমার ভগ্ন মানসিকতাকে চাংগা করে তুলেছিল। হঠাৎ করেই রুগ্ন থেকে আমি হয়ে উঠেছিলাম সবল ও তরতাজা। বছরটি আমাকে সহায়তা করেছিল জীবনযাত্রার মান টাকে অনেক পরিবর্তন করতে। সরাসরি উত্তরা থেকে ধানমন্ডি। ভালোই যাচ্ছিল সবকিছু। কিন্তু ধীরে ধীরে কেমন যেন বাড়ী থেকে দুর হয়ে যাচ্ছি গদবাধা এই জীবনের জন্য। ক্ষনেক্ষনে অনেক কিছু হারাচ্ছি, নি:স্ব হবার আগেই আমাকে কিছু করতে হবে। জানি না আগামী বছর আমাকে কতটা সাহায্য করবে। স্বপ্নের জীবন থেকে আমি অনেক দূরে।জীবন বলতে আছে শুধু প্রানটি, আত্মা দিনদিন রুগ্ন হয়ে যাচ্ছে। ওকে বাচানো খুব দরকার। চোখ বন্ধ করলে শুধুমাত্র বিপর্যয়ই চোখে পরে; আর কিছুই নয়। আমার চারিদিকে বিষন্নতা আমার দমটা আটকে ফেলে।আগামী বছর আমাকে উদ্ধার করলেই আমি বাঁচি

ছেড়ে যাওয়া

আমি খুব বকবক করতে পারি, কিন্তু মনের কথা প্রকাশ করতে পারি না কথা দিয়ে। খুবই সমস্যা। আজ আমার এক প্রাণপ্রিয় সহকর্মী চলে গেল। খারাপ লাগছিল, খুব কান্নাও পাচ্ছিল; কিন্তু মনের শীতের এই সময় অত্যাধিক আদ্রতায় চোখের জলও শুকিয়ে যাবার মতন। বাস্তবতা থেকে আমার অবস্থান অনেক দুরে। আমার দুনিয়া স্বপ্নের মধ্যই বেশী ঘুরপাক খায় অনেকটা নেশাগ্রস্থ মানুষের মতন। আমিও সবসময় থাকি স্বপ্ন নেশায় বুদ হয়ে। আসলে, জীবনটা জুড়েই ত্যাগের সিড়ি; প্রতিনিয়ত আমরা ত্যাগের সঙ্গেয় থাকি। কিছু ত্যাগ না করলেও অন্তত সময় বাবাজীকে সব সময় আমরা ত্যাগ করছি। প্রতিটা ত্যাগের মধ্যে দিয়ে আমাদের শিখা উচিত, শিক্ষনটা হতে পারে বহু মাত্রিক। আসলে কোন অবস্থানই কখনও চরম নয়; সবসময় আমাদের চরমতর অবস্থানের দিকে এগুতে হবে। আমার মতো অকর্মন্য ভাষন গুলো খুবই সাহিত্যময় হয়।

আমার মুক্তিযুদ্ধের দিনগুলি

বিজয় দিবস আর স্বাধীনতা দিবসের আনন্দটা আমার কাছে অন্যস্বাদের। ১৬ই ডিসেম্বর আর 2৬শে মার্চ প্রতি বছরই আমার কাছে ধরা দিত অন্যভাবে। খুব কাছ থেকে আমি উপলব্ধি করতাম বছরের এই সময়টাকে। প্রতি বছরই আমাদের স্কুলের স্কাউট দল অংশগ্রহন করত বিজয় দিবস ও স্বাধীনতা দিবস উপলক্ষে আয়োজিত অনুষ্ঠানে। তার জন্য ১‍মাস ধরে চলত অনুশীলন। শরীরচর্চা ও ডিসপ্লের কাজ। ডিসপ্লে অংশটা ছিল নাটকীয়তায় ভরপুর। ৭১ সালের যুদ্ধের প্রেক্ষাপটে আমরা আয়োজন করতাম নাট্য প্রদর্শনীর। আমাদের মঞ্চ ছিল সমগ্র মাঠ। সেখানেই একটি ক্ষুদ্র যুদ্ধের মহরা ও কিছু ঘটনার সন্নিবেশ করে তুলে ধরতাম সেই কাল সময়গুলো। অভিনেতারা সবাই থাকত নির্বাক, একজন মাইকের মাইক্রোফোনে ফুটিয়ে তুলতো সবার উক্তি; মানুষের আহাজারি, মিলিটারীর দম্ভোক্তি , রাজাকারের উল্লাস কিংবা মায়ের করুন আহাজারি। স্কুলের সেই দিনগুলোতে কতকিছুই না করেছি। ধীরে ধীরে সাধারণ মুক্তিযোদ্ধা থেকে হয়ে উঠেছিলাম মুক্তিযোদ্ধাদের দলনেতা। রাজাকার এর চরিত্রটা বরাবরই ছিল আমার কাছে খুব ঘৃণার। কিন্তুর আমার অভিনয় প্রতিভার জন্য আমার শ্রদ্ধেয় শিক্ষক একবার আমাকে দিয়ে রাজাকারের চরিত্র করিয়ে ছিল। সে এক অন্যরকম অনুভূতি। সবাই সেদিন আমার অভিনয় দেখে গাল দিয়েছিল; কিন্তু সেই গালটাও ছিল অনেক আনন্দের আমার কাছে। শেষের ২টা বছর আমি ছিলাম পাঠক। সবার অভিনয় দেখে আমার তাদের উক্তি গুলো মাইক্রোফোনে বলতে হত। সে এক বহুরুপী অভিজ্ঞতা। একঐ কন্ঠে একই সাথে হাজারো রকমের কথা। যেন পুরো যুদ্ধের শব্দটা আমার মুখ দিয়ে বের হত। সামরিক বাহিনীর কুচকাঔয়াজ স্কুলের দিন গুলোতে আগে সেভাবে দেখতে পেতাম না সংবাদ ক্লিপিং ছাড়া। আর এখন সামরিক মহড়া দেখি, আর ভাবি কোথায় হারিয়ে গেল আমার যুদ্ধের দিন গুলি।

আবারও শিক্ষক হলাম ক্ষণিকের তরে

প্রস্তাবটি হঠাৎ পেলাম বসের কাছ থেকে। জানিনা বস কেন আমাকে ভাবল কাজটি করার জন্য। খুব ভালো লাগলো শোনামাত্র; অনেকদিন বাদে পুরাতন ভূমিকায় কাজ করবার সুযোগ। প্রস্তুতি ছাড়াই মঞ্চে উপস্থিত আমি; মুখে ছিল আমার স্বভাবসুলভ আগোছালো দাড়ি, পরনে ধার করা ব্লেজার আর টাই। পরিচয়ের পর্বটা একটু তিমিরাচ্ছন্ন; আসলে ব্যবসার জন্য অনেক কিছুই করতে হয়। ধীরে ধীরে সময় শেষ হল কখন বুঝতে পারলাম না। উদারীক ও অর্থনৈতিক ভালোবাসার অভাব ছিল না যদিঔ পুরোটা পাইনি।
বসকে বারংবার ধন্যবাদ দিব আমাকে ভলোবাসা দেবার জন্য; বিশ্বাস করুন স্যার, ভালোবাসার বিনিময়ে আমি অনেক কিছু করতে পারি

একটি মুখোশ দরকার

একটা মুখোশ আমার খুব দরকার। আসলে যাদের নেই, তাদের সবারই দরকার। মুখোশটার কাজ হবে মনের সত্য সরল কথা গুলোকে ঢেকে রেখে সবসময়ই মৃদু হাসি সম্বন্বিত মুখটাকে সবার সামনে তুলে ধরা। ভিতরের মানুষটিকে যদি কেউ সহজে দেখে ফেলে তাহলে আপনার বিপদ ঠেকাবে কে; আপনার তো আমারই মত অবস্থা- নিশ্চয়-মামা খালুর খুব অভাব। নিদেন পক্ষে আমার দেশের কর্পোরেট কালচার সেরকমেরই জানান দেয়।
পৃথিবীর অন্যতম রাষ্ট্রের কর্ণধর যখন কাজের সুন্দর পরিবেশ তৈরী করবার লক্ষ্যে একটি বন্ধুবৎসল পরিবেশ সৃষ্ঠির জন্য সদাব্যস্ত এমন ছবিও প্রযুক্তির কল্যানে মানুষের ঘরেঘরে; ঠিক তখনই চোখের সামানে দেখতে হয় সম্মান হারানোর ভয়ে দেশীয় কোন এক মেকী কর্মকর্তা ঈদের কোলাকুলি করতেও পিছপা হচ্ছে। কী আশ্চর্য্য এ দেশ, আমাদের মেকী কর্পোরেটম্যান(হনুমান)।

সবসয়ই মনে হয়, শিশুদের সবসময় 'হ্যাঁ' বলতে নেই। শিশুকে সদা 'হ্যাঁ' বলবার অভ্যাস আপাত তাকে আনন্দ দিলেও, উপযুক্ত মানুষ করলেও; কোন একদিন এজন্যই পেতে হবে তাকে দু:খ।কারণ কর্পোরেট কালচারের মানুষের প্রয়োজন নেই, প্রয়োজন দক্ষ সঙ এর।

Eid-Ul-Fitr

On Saturday, the nation has celebrated one the great day of year EID. This day has been derived from the religion Islam. But actually at Bangladesh its for the people of all religion.

From my childhood, I enjoy this day though I am not a muslim. But i feel a great happy with this day. This may be for various reason. This day come to me with a special gift for which I wait.

My parents are service holder. For this reason, I haven't got them more time in my touch as a child. Eid provides me the opportunity to get them in together.

At my student life, I got a vacation for more than one month. Really that was a sdpeciall gift for me who never want to be habituated with regular routine.

At past, we all wait for the special tv programs from tv. AT the time of Eid, it multiplies twice for us.

At village, the Eid-Gah is near to my house. SO at the morning of the Eid day, all muslim comes to the Eidgah from log distance. I observe those persons and I used to try for getting the scent of the Atar from them. Overall, environment provides me really a special day for me.

Every year Eid comes twice. I was deprived from some of the Eid days when I was at India. In those days, I didn't get my parents near, could not see the Eid Jamat, could not get scent and special tv programs.

Even at present those days come only in my dream but not really. Probably, those days won't return to me.

রাজনীতি ও কাইটস

সাধারণত সবাই যেটাকে খারাপ বলে তার মধ্যে ভালো কিছু খুঁজতেই আমার ভালো লাগে। অনেকদিন ধরেই খুব ইচ্ছা থাকা স্বত্বেও সময়ের অভাবে সিনেমাদুটোকে দেখা হচ্ছিল না। আজ দুটোকেই দেখলাম। সত্যিই খুব ভালো লাগল। আসলে সবাই দুটো ছবি নিয়ে যতটা সমালোচনা করেছিল, ভেবেছিলাম ছবি দুটোকে দেখে হয়ত সময়ই নষ্ট হবে। আমার সেই ধারনা টা ভুল ছিল তখন, সেটা ছবি দেখার পর বুঝতে পারলাম ।

প্রথমে 'রাজনীতি' নিয়েই বলি। কাহিনীটা খুব ই পরিচিত আমাদের এই উপমহাদেশে।আমার কেমন য়েন কাহিনীটা দেখার সময় বারবার মনে হচ্ছিল ভারতের গান্ধী পরিবারীর কথা। কাহিনীর বেশ কিছু সংলাপী আঁচ পীলাম আমাদের পরিচিত অনেক পরিচিত নেতা নেত্রীর কথা, তাদের স্বভাবসুলভ ভাষন। রাজনীতি মানুষকে কিভাবে মানুষের মনুষত্বকে হীন করে তোলে সেটাই সিনেমাতে একটু বেশীই প্রকাশ পেয়েছে। তবে মানুষ যে শুধুমাত্র মনুষত্বের অবক্ষয়ের জন্য রাজনীতিতে আসে না সেটাও একটু দেখানো প্রয়োজন ছিল। যদিও সেরকম ঘটনা খুবই অস্বাভাবিক। আর এ জন্যই হয়তবা পরিচালক বাস্তব কাহিনীটাকে ঐ সব মেকী কাহিনীর অংশ টেনে এনে থ্রিলার কাহিনী করতে চান নি। সিনেমাটিতে অজয় দেবগনের আরো বেশী অভিনয়ের সুযোগ থাকা উচিত ছিল।
রনবীর কাপুরের অভিনয় প্রশংসার দাবীদার। বেশকিছু দৃশ্যে হিন্দীসিনেমা 'সরকার' এর ছায়া দেখতে পাই। সর্বোপরি, কাহিনীর একেরপর এক সংযোজন বাস্তব রাজনীতিরই প্রতিফলন। প্রকাশ ঝা তার সব সিনেমা গুলোতেই বাস্তবতার এক ঝলক সবার মধ্যে ছড়িয়ে দিতে চায়। কেউ যদি মনে করে সিনেমা মানেই স্বল্পবাস পরিহিত নায়িকার ঝুমুর ঝুমুর নাচ, নায়কের প্রেমে হাবুডুবু খাওয়ার ন্যকামী আর অবশেষে বিয়ে; তাদের ছিনেমার সমালোচনা করাতো দুরের কথা সিনেমা দেখায় উচিত নয়।

অনুরাগ বসুর কাইটস আমাকে মুগ্ধ করেছে। আমি বুঝতেই পারলাম না কখন সিনেমাটি শেষের পথে। বিদেশিনীর অব্যক্ত প্রেমকে পরিচালক খুব সুন্দর ভাবে তার সিনেমাটোগ্রাফির সাহায্য আমাদের সামনে হাজির করেছে। হৃতিকের অভিনয়ও ছিল অসাধারন। মূলত পুরোটা সিনেমা জুড়েই তার উপস্হিতি দর্শকদের আনন্দ দেবার কথা।

Get Together: A painfull experience

Last Friday, I had to spend very boring time. On that day, the get together program of Dutch Bangla Bank Datacenter was held at Catalina Island of Gulshan-1. For my illfate, I was assigned a job on that day. That was to receive and not the guests of the ceremony. All the guest were not known to me. Its tue to speak, I dislike to make conversation with known and unknown person. I can not speak with others. And I was supposed for that job. Really amazing incident by God.
Each moment of the ceremony was a torture to me for staying there. I dislike the rule of the society where some peoples are special and some are so ordinary.
I feel sick to be treated as of second group.
I know its one of the limitations of my life. But, I am so, then what can I do. And I don't want to attend such type of ceremony in future.

But after the ceremony I joined at the Farewell ceremony of Mamun Bhai at Gulshan South Park. That was really amazing. We, all the newly joined colleague were the host of the ceremony. aAnd from start to end of the ceremony, I really enjoy the ceremony though most of the time I was silent.

Going to Shabab House for Project Work

Tomorrow is the date of our project presentation at NSU. But for being busy both of us was not able to pay time for that. Tonight is the last time for us for taking preparation for this reason. For this I am going to my teammate Shabab's home at Farmgate from office directly. After the completion of the work I will have to go back my home.

Return to Daily life

I have suffered for a week by fever , vomiting, cough. And I was not able to join my office for those problems. Feeling weak, I had to lay down on bed continuously for 4 days. I have none to do even i left my PC. But even in this trouble, I found a new thing about me. For my busy life, I forgot that I am belonged to a family. But during this period, I feel that I have an another place except office to reside.

Japan: the proud of Asia

I am not so great fan of football. So I am not regular to watch the matches except those of some teams, as I just want to get fun with in short time. At office I came to know Japan would face today against Paraguay. At that time I was a little bit amazed. Actually I was not sure about the previous success of Japan. I thought Japan has been eliminated from the previous round.
But returning from office, when i sat for the news headline in front of television. the match of Japan was being held. Some energetic movements of Player of Japan really attracted my mind. Though I was not so much expert to understand the play but the tries of them really made me mad. Their physical limitations make barrier to them to implement their thoughts and techniques. But their tries are really amazing.
I don't know why I have missed their matches in this World Cup. I will have to wait for 4 years to get their taste again. Being a neighbor of Japan, really I am feeling so happy for their super performance. Though they have to be defeated, but they have won many minds of such type of men like me who was not known about the enterprises of them.

For being the well wisher of Argentina, from the beginning of World Cup I used then for decorating my profiles. But from the next world cup, I won't decorated my profiles just by Argentina, but also by Japan. Japan, you are proud of us. Asia is grateful to you. I am bending to you.

Peace on the last day

When I think about the the end of my life, I really be frightened. And day by day, along with all I am also going to the near of that day. Actually we all born just to perform our predefined activities. After the completion of those tasks, we all have to go. Day by day,I am frightening for that day, as I am losing my people around me who was able to support in my rainy days. I am becmoing isolate.
When I turned to an adult,I was bounded by spaghetti relationsships. Those relations are the main cause of being frightened for facing that day.
Relations will make me cry and these will bind me to this earth to tolerate the inconveniences and sorrowsb around me. On the last day, when I will left the world for ever, relationships will torture me. So, I need to give up the relation gradually. I wan't to be free for the last day. My min'd wont cry on that day to leave. I want to lough, just lough to get peace.

Argentina: World Cup 2010

Generally the amour to something grows up from the environment of childhood of a person. As being a Bangladeshi, its really a tough matter for me to watch a world cup sitting on the gallery of the stadium. So the only way for us to enjoy that through TV media.
Brazil, Argentina , each team is similar to us. We all like them. No country of them is not related to our country politically or economically as India, Pakistan, America or Chine. We all love them for their fair play in a match. That really provide us happiness after each 4 years. And I guarantee that, the no. of flags of various country sold at the time of world cup is more than that of Bangladeshi flags in between two world cup. We all like to enjoy that.
As a supporter, I am not of any one. But I like to be a part of Argentina. I don't know why. I don't dislike other team. Many of the teams are really favorite to me . Their style of playing football attract me greatly. But Argentina is a special to me.
In my life, its very rare when I have spent time for football at playground. And its true that just before 4 years ago, I hadn't clear concept on the rules of football though I have played that sometimes. At the before of last World Cup I tried with FIFA98 game in my computer. When I was in teen aged, I hadn't any team to like. Then just to confirm my existence in my friend circle I choose a team, Argentina.
At this world Cup, I am trying to enjoy the games of them. Even sometimes I also make funny quarrels with my colleagues or friends on behalf of Argentina.
At the time of my birth, Argentina was he top favorite team of football. And probably, I was influenced by that. The word Merodona was also a popular term at that time. When I became a little bit young, I felt sorrow that I wont be able to enjoy the game of him. But By this world cup, my wish is being fulfilled.
Messi is playing well. His concentration on the game as well as the control of temper really teach me many thing. Not only Messi but also other start player's attitude should be followed by us in our daily life. And I think, football is not only a game it also teaches us silently. we just need to observe that

Hartal Day: after many days

After the arrival at Dhaka of mijne, I never face Hartal day. But today is a different from that. Today is the first day of Hartal after about 3 years. At past, generally I feel happy with the day as its behavior was different to me than any other normal days. But now, its also a different issue. At this time its my challenge with others to continue our duty and work with a Hartal day.

Last night, I have stayed at my workplace for the purpose of my official duty. And till now, am at office. and taking plan to go my house by..'?'.. This the question. How can I reach at home now. And how will I come again to office after the day? This problem is not only of mine but also for all. Its really a different day to me, to us, to country to all.

Timepass through writting poems and stories

For some days I am trying to write poems and posting those in my blogs. I dont know why i am doing so, but i am feeling happy by my activities. From next week my qualifying exam will be started for taking the permission to get the thesis in my MS program. I dont know will I be able to attent the exam or not. But I eed to appear at the exam urgently. As I need to change my current phase by acheiving the MS degree. After many day, I am posting this. Already I have come to Dhanmodi. Now I satrt for office at 9:00am. and reach at home withi 9:00pm. Its really a good opportunity to do a task beside my job. But i am ignoring those time by accessing net or by writting poems or stories.

Already I along with Mamun Bhai, a collegue, started a joint-venture by starting a website for story or literature lover. I will write about that later. I need to sleep now. I am feeling the lac of sleep for many days.

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Irregular at Online

Some days ago, my old CRT monitor has stopped its work to serve me. And after that I am facing a lot of problem to access the internet at home. As a result I am deprived from all kinds of facility of Internet and my research work.
I will come back to you as early as possible after the starting of the next month.
Beside that, in the next month I will change my home from Uttara to Dhanmondi. For this reason, I am worried. Its really a tough task to perform.

Great Moment with Mostofa Jabbar

Today, I along with mt all newly joined colleagues joined at a seminar on E-Commerce and M-Banking at the venue Sheraton Hotel at 5 pm. At the seminar the chief guest was the Governor of Bangladesh Bank. And the special guest was the President of Bangladesh Computer Samity, Mr. Mostafa Jababr. At the seminar, the IT head of the South Eas Bank presented the recent condition of Online Banking at Bangladesh, as the host of the seminar. After that the DMD of my bank DBBL, Mr. Shirin Sir presented the future of Mobile Banking and E commerce. Mostofa Jabbar kept the inaugurate speech at the starting of the seminar. At last Governor Sir has kept his valuable speech declaring the present and future business of Bangladeshi Banks, as well as the helps provided by the Bangladseh Bank.

at the end of the seminar, a refreshment was arranged by the host. at that time, I made a salutation to Mostofa Jabbar, was my childhood Personality, till now also. He has blessed me by keeping is hand on my head. I also captured a Photo standing beside him. Its really a great moment for me.

DBBL MB Team with SYBASE365

Last two days 15th and 16th March, I along with all of my colleagues of Mobile Banking Project joined at the Presentation and requirements collection meeting organized by DBBL with the software provider SYBASE365. Its a Zarmeny based software company.

At the first day, from the DBBL we joined the Mobile Banking team, lead by Our Project Coordinator Mr. Shafique. Our DMD sir, Mr Shirin as well as the Head of IT Mr. Kashem Sir. At that presentation, from the members of Core Banking. Network as well as the Switch Team joined with us.
The first day meeting was held at the Training Cell of DBBL, at local office. And at the sencond day, we sat at the training room of Data Center.
On behalf of SYBASE365, two persons came from the Zarman, and from Bangtladesh office about 5 peoples joined at the session.
After the meeting we, the MB team members has been assigned to submit the requirements in an organized format.

A Bless of God by DBBL

Thank you God, thank you so much.I am feeling so much happy at now. I come to know that I have been selected for the team of Mobile Banking enterprise of Dutch Bangla Bank limited. As DBBL is starting the Mobile Banking concept for the first time in Bangladesh. And God has decided to engage me as the part of that team. Its really a good opportunity for me. Thank you God,Thank you.

Shoshi; I learned to like and feel

I have been finding a girl(at this time she must be a lady) since my childhood. I feel the lack of it very much from the unavailability of it. The name of her really belled my heart. Most of the time I return to my that period.
I was too little at that time to feel my heart. But I felt that so deeply that till now I feel her, Then I was at Class Three. The first boy in the class. I can not remember the past of her. It was Shoshi. She sat at the opposite of my bench. I liked her so much, Most of the time at the class, I stared at her eyes. She was a fairy to me. Her father was the station master of our railway station.
My memory says, once I thought to write a letter stating that I love her. For that purpose I used many pages from my Khata. Again and again I wrote a letter. But after writing I teered that, as that was not able to express my feelings. Probably, I was not able to deliver her.
Suddenly, I came to know her father has been transferred from our station to the next station. I was shocked, I think. But I was not able to express that. At he scholarship exam of class five, I saw her with her father. I was not able to talk with her. Later I came to know from out Union Parishod, we got the scholarship.
After that she is not more than a sketch(Pattern) to me. I remember her every moment when my memory start to refresh itself.

Shoshi, I don't know where you are now. Probably You are spending so happy moment. Only God knows, if i will be meet with you again or not. But I want to transmit a message to you via my Lord I learn to like and feel from you. This night makes me emotional to uncover a hidden story of mine

First Night Duty at DBBL

Today is the first EOD(End of Day) of mine at Dutch Bangla Bank. For this purpose I started at 6:45 pm, to join at 9 pm. The duty will last till 9 am of tomorrow. I a enjoying the duty, as I have nothing to do except Gossiping, enjoying TV show, reading Magazine, surfing internet and calling friends. But I am worried for my beloved. As she may feel fear alone. As I having nothing to perform have sat to write on my blog. Tomorrow, I will also have to come for it. This duty is just for making us waqibohal about the various types of duty.

Recent Activity with UGC man

Recently I have decided to get my equivalent certificate from the UGC. For that purpose I went to the UGC office some days ago. and at that time I took a phone number from one of the employee of that office. Recently I made a call to him for getting the certificate urgently. and he suggested me to contact face to face to building up a relation between us so that he could help me cordially.

Joining at DBBL

at 15th February 2009, I joined in DBBL at the post of Assistant Officer(Banking Software). I was late on that day to reach at the head office. that fault was not from my side as the traffic zam was really so densed. But I reached at office at the absolute time that had been offered by my dad guided by Panjika. After reaching at the office I had to filled up a long form to create service book for HRD.
At 16 th february , it was the first day for visiting the data center of DBBL. This is my working office. But I was transferred to that office at 17th february. And I joined at that office at 18th february. In that day our IT in charge disscussed with us about the job, our responsibilities and the future of our profession. He is really a nice man. After that he sends to us calenders of DBBL.
Saturday is not offday for IT Dept.So, We will have to attend at the office at Saturday.

A good news, really,DBBL!!!

For various purposes it is not possible to burst out with joy by an matured person at the absolute time of doing that. It occurs with me at many times. And again I had to do that. I got a very good news for me. But for various reson I am late to publish that in my peronal blog. The news is really amazing.

Dutch Bangla Bank Ltd, is the favourite bank to me like most other people. I remind the days when Dutch Bangla arived at Bangladesh. At the before of starting 8th hour news at BTV, a beautiful animated add was shown from this bank. It really attracted me by its presentation. But I came to see this bank really atafter coming to dhaka when I got admission to NSU. And when I was in need to open an Bank account, I chose my favourite one, DBBL. Many preparation was taken for that. That was starting, even now it is continuing. I really enjoyed the services of DBBL.

I remind the day, when i went to the DBBL , Banani Branch to open my a/c. The employee attitude of the Bank attracted me a lot. And Even aftre that, when I go to any branch for taking service, it seems to me that all the employee of DBBL are blessed specially.

And at last, they have offered me the post "Assistant Office (Banking Software)". I really so much happy . But there is a lack for celebrating my happiness without my parents. For this reason I am going to my family tomorrow at morning.

Coming back from my home, next feelings will be posted.

Saraswati Puja & me

Saraswati Puja will held today at every where. Like each year, at this year it will be held at our home. but its really a ill fate of mine I will not be able to join there. even at Dhaka its a great problem for me to attend at a puja. Really, I am missing a great portion of my life.

Policy to get good grade at NSU

Its not applicable for all teachers, but the so called scholar who teaches in different approach. The no of those type of teachers are very little in number.
Before taking a COURSE at NSU, a student should know about the teacher's attitude to the student. As well as he will have to perform the following activities:

1. He will have to meet with the teacher regularly at his office
2. He will have to salute him twice at a time
3. He will have to praise the teacher in front of him.
4. He will have to collect the class notes and other materials of the teacher( no matters those are good or bad)
5. He will have to take suggestion from the teacher before each QUIZ, MID, Final, & Presentation.
6. All the necessary task to make the teacher flattered.
7. He will have to make mobile call the TA or GA when you can, at least 4 times in a week.
8. He will have to take guidelines from them how to flatter the teacher.

The above stepas are not necessary for all the teacher, but for some teacher who like these. Plz confirm if these are required or not before taking the course, otherwise you will get lower grades as F,D-,D. I guarantee u that, you wont get more than that. The grades are not dependent on your quality, it depends on your power of flattering.

First Working day at LEADS

Today was the first working day at LEADS. At morning I took apart a class on Software Engineering, specially on Process(Chapter 2 & 3 of Pressman). It was so interesting. Actually before of this class, I never join any software engineering class at my student life even at my university. From that point of view It was really a good item form me. I observe a matter that Everyone in LEADS insists to read the Pressman's Book of software Engineering. I came to know from one of my friend( employee of LEADS) that everyone read out various topics of Software Engineering before starting the work at LEADS daily. To me its really a nice practise. I like and love to read.

Today, LEADS provides a diary 2010 for every internee. It was really an unexpected gift to me. It is the first gift for mine from an organisation in my life.

But I face a problem all the day, that we all the students of Intern ship sat idle all the day. Bcoz they haven't assign any work except the reading. I think through it they were testing our patience. Actually Life is too fleeting to spend so much time doing something we don't enjoy.

New Year, New Challenge

Really I am so much happy at the starting of this year. Because I got a great change in the career and the end of 2009. At the 31st December 2009 I have joined at LEADS Corporation Ltd's Software Segment(Leadsoft) as an internee. And really I am so much happy to join at that firm. Its really fantastic by its activities. At the first day of joining I came to realise that I hadn't take any wrong decision by joining here.

then I can say I am really so much happy as well as with a new challenge at the begining of the new year 2010. And I pray to God He will perform for me what he plans. I will try to set my target as early as possible for this year. And I will try to keep pace with my target.

On the contrary for joining at LEADS, I had to be absent at UCEP. But my passion to UCEP will never diminished. I feel very sorrow, that only I love It but its love to me can't felt. Lets drop the matter, I will write later about it. At the final, I think this Year is with a new challenge, new opportunity, new concepts, new targets, many many new matters are related with this fine Year.